A rockstar-mom that I know (J'Anne) said they "wake up" after 2 weeks.
It could be your bootstrap is complete. You look around.
It is the trippiest thing to have you lay on my belly and watch my face. You have eyes that are nearly all pupil.. so blue they are nearly black. Its hard to separate the pupil from the iris.
Its good to know that you find me un-booring. I was watching a teen be mortified that her mom shared pictures of sleeping-teen with coworkers. I thought about it for a while and I think she (the teen) has some deep insecurities. Her sense of self is weak so approaches the unknown with an axiomatic sense of fear.
I hope you have a sense of self that is not governed by fear... or too much pink.